Thursday, December 30, 2010

XXI years of marriage

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21 years of marriage,,,
Wherever such as years passed there was nothing memorable,,
all passed with no meaning,,
already 3 years more we do not together anymore,,
That's the answer between us no more meaning and sense
all has been lost,,
I realized, that the heart can not be enforced,,
because the heart never lie,, "there's not love"

Because during the years pass,
separation-would not be rejected,,
from the start we got married, to this day December 30, 2010
has a range continues to separate,,

I confess, the first time I receive your application,
because I appreciate how you always convince me of your sincerity,
as though I could not escape from you,
with
persistent you convince me,
until denied three times in of my parents,,,
if you do not want my loss .
from far away you always call me and convince me until one day,,

for the fourth time you ask my parents, ask permission to marry me.
Finally my parents agreed to a deal. "I have to finish school, and must work after school"
Since the beginning of courtship and marriage, until the children were born, she was very jealous, until one day I thought, 'I feel has been lied to'
I was always faithful to wait, I always try to be patient, steadfast through the course of this marriage .., despite the many problems that occur.
The problem that I faced, I tried to live with my children. From childhood until now they are adults,


On Christmas day, me and the children agreed to visit the grandmother's house, the mother of their father.
although not permitted by their father with a variety of reasons. I don't understand, why??
Since the beginning of marriage, always promised to visit their father's hometown, but never been a real.

Arriving at the village, I was very moved,
was greeted with joy by the parents and the whole family.
they are
very happy for our presence,
especially
their grandmother, wept and hugged me happy. their grandpa' had died 13 years ago, and since then also the father of the children never visited to his hometown .. ,
Several times
I invite to joint visit his parents, there's always a reason. I don't understand, why?


I saw my wedding photo, between the photo to Mother Mary and Lord Jesus.
right
in front of the entrance wall of the living room.

I tried to hide my sadness,,
In a smile, I assure that nothing happened in my marriage, because I want all fine.
Because, my arrival was not to seek attention, sympathy, support,
but
what I want, do the best as I could to give to parents.
in order that they are also happy in their old age,
seeing the children and grandchildren happy, everything's fine.

The long journey is quite tiring,
but
I'm happy because get an answer and
complete the mission that is very meaningful to me.


XXI years of marriage,
I became a father and mother for my children,
and maybe this is the greatest gift in the days of my marriage,
since childhood to see them happy, until they grow adult,
and today I still see that smile their face,
Although, when they contact their father could not meet with them.
For me to make them happy, smiling is also my happiness ..
hopefully later I get the best,,
when all the smiling happy ..
with love ...
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